Monday, April 04, 2005

I felt a bit virginia-woolvish is the hours this morning - when i found out that the cook had been super-efficient only because she didnt take the time out to swicth the gas off after cooking. Grrrrr - a little lost I am, because i always felt telling servants what to do is like the mommy's job and i dont feel old enough to handle servants - i get a bit flustered if I have to give them a souding off - most times i just dump the veggies in front of her super-efficient bustling face and disappear to try and catch up on the lovely dream again before i have to fix husband breakfast - damn, he;s not disapearingf super-early in the mornings!!
so, need to give her a talking to which is so unpleasant for me - why can peopl just not handle their given responsibities. it's painful enough for me to have to deal with agents and their backandforthing and idiot printers and zipper-suppliers without having half-assed help at home also. ick!!

Last night i was discussing making many financial new year resolutions which hisband laughed like he would choke - mean mean mean - i give him full and complete support when he says he will do his paperwork in time (and then do it six months after he was to file whatevers!!)
No seriously - i had this workout on saturday with a personal trainer at my gym - where there were times when i thought it would be eaiser to just like inhale cynaide and die - atleast it would be quick who knows if its painless becos the inhaler would be dead before anyone could ask no? but i means eriosuly - i did like 60 squats and then dumbell raises, and like sit-ups and now i'm thinking of sigining up for a three month program - and if my thighs are not much thinner by then, then its like f&&*&) it - i was meant to have fat thighs.

i am also going to try watching less tv and reading 2books a month - so far i;ve been reading 5pages of LIVING TO TELL THE TALE, the memoirs of Gabriel Garcia Marquez which is cool but then i fall asleep. So, less TV definetly.

And writing down my expenses, so i dont panik and think my bag's been pilferaged with - i swear i hemorage money (and also improve my spelling)

and avaoid carb-fests - which i do very evil-like on the weekends. Its just one white-foods party. cut cut

if i am a better person (god, its tough to imrpove on perfection, so its going to be sooo hard) in three months, i'm going to laugh back at husband so hard hehahehahahe (evil laugh)

oh oh and also think more deep profound thoughts.

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